disappointed...

haiis...
presentation tml...zzzzzz hate it!!!!
and today end sooo late...damn sleepy but still have loads of things nt done...arghhh!!!
haiis...
very sad now...because of something...i'm acting like a 3 yr old child...cant stand myself...damn useless...haiis...
is there one day that i could pluck up my courage and not so dependent on my mom?
i doubt so....haiis....

=(

sometimes you work hard for certain things and have confidence that u will sure get it...but it turned out to be the opposite...
this is the first time that i wanted to achieve something for the sake of myself and...
i have nothing to say...in the end i still should blame myself...think this will make me feel better...
BUT i will not give up until i get what i wanted...not to prove to anyone else but just ME...
i'm just so disappointed in myself...
n so sorry towards myself...

just watched absolute boyfriend-last chapter...damn touching...sob sob...so sad...
its always the robot sacrificing ='(
i want absolute boyfriend 2!!!

STRESSED!!!!!!
Desperate for timeeeeeee timeeeee time!!!!!! arghhhhhh.....
this is the first time i'm so damn damn scared abt having exams...

damn damn damn damn damn TIRED!!!!!
i dun feel like studying anymore...
many many many problems arises everytime i studied a new chapter...arghh!!!!!!
its enough...
however hard i studied its like no ending....where's the end??? haiis...

oh man....
today studied cep and i have the confuse plus worried feelings again...argh!!!
keep on forgetting those formulas...shit man!
haiis...haiis...

P.S. mama..sorry that i cant help u in ur aee=(

scared...for no reason...haiis

haiis...
i have been having sleepless nights nowadays=(
i just cant get to sleep or even close my eyes...
today had a really bad feeling when i was below my block when an ambulance pass by...
i rushed home and phone my mom immediately...and my mom answered he phone..oh gosh!
i dunno how to explain but the moment i saw the ambulance, the first one i think of was my mom...i'm really scared something would happen...nearly cried...its so scary....
haiis...hope i'm thinking too much...and i hope nth would happpen...haiis...
i cant sleep again...