=(

sometimes you work hard for certain things and have confidence that u will sure get it...but it turned out to be the opposite...
this is the first time that i wanted to achieve something for the sake of myself and...
i have nothing to say...in the end i still should blame myself...think this will make me feel better...
BUT i will not give up until i get what i wanted...not to prove to anyone else but just ME...
i'm just so disappointed in myself...
n so sorry towards myself...