finally i can blog!!!!
after sooooooo long!
exams were over long ago...lols...
i wasn't happy at all like last time after the last paper..instead the only thing i know is I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY TIRED!!!!! nth can decribe my tiredness then. i only slept one hr before the last paper starts...it was horribly done...nt just this paper but ALL. despite sacrificing my sleeping time, i still nv get what i want...too bad... the only thing i can console myself is to tell myself i have not put in enough effort thats why i dont deserve to score well. ok feel better now. nvm, its over le. i shall nt think abt it again. i doubt i would have the courage to face the truth when my resluts are out. arghhh....dun think dun think >.< go away!
ok! so after the last paper, we went to watch "Alice in the wonderland" but nt the 3D one. it was quite a nice movie. nth very amazing n nth very disappointing. haha. overall it was ok. but there are some funny parts which make mii laugh like anything. esp the twins, they're so cute lah! n the madhatter part was quite touching.haha. after the movie we went to walk ard PS then went for steamboat at crystal jade, full to the max. n that's the time my fever symptom show. i had a really bad headache...it was so pain until the things around mii was blur, very blur. i stared at the food with a blank mind, the feeling was horrible. then when our buffet session was ending, i feel much better suddenly. the pain has subsided abt 3/4. i was damn happy then.haha.but i dun think anyone noticed that.lol. haha. that's the end of the day.
as compared to yr1, that day to me seems to be a very normal day becos the mood for celebration, eat, drink and play has gone...maybe i dun look forward to this holiday at all. i dont know the exact feeling actually. confused. life seems to have come to an end. maybe i should add a comma instead of a fullstop to my life, if nt, i'm afraid that i might go into depression. hope i dun have this feeling again after i "enjoyed" my holidays. ok, enough of those sad things.
sat went to my cousin house n i stayed there till today. just came back in the afternoon. they teach mii how to play some songs using the piano.haha! other than that i spent my time there either on eating, sleeping or reading. omg. so lazy lah. haha ops. but i was sick on the second day of my stay...had a bad headache again! n followed by a bad flu which last till today. omg. i feel like my body is dying. lol. i rather i have a fever which i only need to suffer for 2 days instead of now, having flu n nt recovering after so many days. haiis. why isnt there is happy thing that can make mii feel happy?? wondering.....
