28 January 2010
finally matsc case study is over and i'm clear of presentations..yesterday slept for 2 hrs plus and went to sch today...slept during PI lesson while the lecturer was busy dl-ing her video. OMG.this is the first time i really slept in class...i was really too tired despite finished my whole bottle of water, i still feel sleepy sia...cmi. and throughout the lesson i was opening and closing my eyes continueously. tt feeling was damn xin ku...wan to sleep but cant, wan to listen but nth goes in. arghh! sometimes i really hate myself for doing my work so slowly and think so slowly when the lecturer is explaining. HATE IT when i cant absorb during class. cos everytime after the day has ended, i would end up forgetting everything. HATE MYSELF FOR THAT. haiis! felt so inferior=(
since this sem starts, i nv felt satisfied with my work for once. dunno why. and i'm damn fustrated over this. haiis.
nxt week will be having two test and need to hand up two datasheets...
then the following week another two test (one is exam)...and is the deadline for formal report too...so dead.
then will have one week for study (includes 3 days CNY =( ) and its the end sem exam! omg is damn damn damn fast and i really had no time to revise.
Hope i can make it....
8:22 AM; unforgotten.Y
23 January 2010
haiis...exams are coming again....
time past so fast even before i can react to it...haiis.
i began to miss my life in year one and two already...
year3 to me is a nightmare tt i have been escaping from...n now its time to face the reality...feeling so lost and sad. haiis.
i'm afraid i cant cope for this end sem exam.i haven started studying yet...
i wanted to have time to study so badly but i just dun have the time...
still have lots of datasheets to complete and also formal report...
i cannot score badly again this time, i cant afford to do so...if not i will never have the chance...
i'm really scared...
8:44 AM; unforgotten.Y
14 January 2010
feeling tired already...
i dunno why am i so stupid...
i wan to get things done but i just coudn't do it fast...
everyday, i have been thinking what should assignment should i complete today after sch...
but it is ALWAYS half finised. i'm so disappointed in myself. and i feel so sad about my results and i dunno why. everyday i got the fear of missing out important things from lessons...fear of not able to finish the work i'm supposed to do and implicate my friends...fear of my results...fear of not able to understand my work...fear of not able to do tutorials...and i dunno why and how i felt this way. i felt the mst results were so fake and not mine.
i wan to do a good job but i am just so stupid. of so many things i have done, none make mii satisfied and none seems good work to me. =( i'm scared of everything now.
6:01 AM; unforgotten.Y
06 January 2010
haiis...
sch just started nt long..its ony the third day
and assignments seems to be piled up alr =(
i doubt i can survive any longer.
so many things due on the same week.
pressed for time and stressed up!
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8:34 AM; unforgotten.Y
27 December 2009
48 分钟后的微笑。。。
watched "向日葵的约定" just now..
it was simple and sweet =) nice movie.haha.
has been doing reports till going crazy =S
keep facing many problems =(
hope i can finish them ALL soon.haiis.
9:29 AM; unforgotten.Y
20 December 2009
on fri, meet up with reenie! to orchard and bugis.
went to orchard first to derrick hoh's coca cola event =D
b4 tt went to soup spoon for lunch..were finding so long for it...so hungry alr!
haha finally get to try soup spoon! quite nice! love the sandwich!
i ordered minestrone and ham and cheese sandwich wif ice lemon tea! =D yummy!
after tt went to shaw for the event.
was shocked to see derrick hoh in red hair.
But it was nice! haha!
he was so hot till can see his sweat on his face!
it was really hot tt day, i n reenie were perspiring like anything.
bet his condition is worst than us since he was wearing a sweater =S
jocie guo! she is cute!
her eyes were so big! she's so nice as she pose for the person beside mii, taking photo of her.
i should have waved to her so i can take one too!
derrick hoh and jocie's autograph!
Michelle Zhang was there too.
and also cheng zhi cai...as well as peirre and darren(but didn't manage to capture a pic of them)
was so hot after the event...so went to buy bubble tea...haha
then went to bugis to shop!
bought clothes and shorts! and i spent alot. broke alr =(
as for dinner we eat at a coffee shop selling wanton noodles.
it was damn nice! haha!
we were complaining it was nt enough. cos it was too nice alr!hahaha.
nxt time gonna eat again!haha=D
as for sat, went to bedok with tp, her cousin and her aunt i think.
celebrated christmas..it was fun and the food was nice.
exchanged present too..and i gt chocolates.
tp got a mug and her cousin gt lotion from body shop i think.
overall it was a pleasant day =)
omg have been blogging for a few hours updating my first week of hol.
used 2 posts to just talk about it.
i'm so tired now...gonna sleep soon.
tml meeting tp,bao n mx to bugis.
and after tml i swear i gonna get serious and get my reports done as soon as possible.
i'm so pressed for time now.
pause the time PLEASE!
case studies, formal reports and datasheet are HELL! =(((
8:15 AM; unforgotten.Y
haven been blogging since mst.
wanted to do so after mst but keep going out.lol.
speaking of mst...this time round sure @.@ haiis. dun wish to think about it.
have yet done any reports until a few days ago...no mood to do so.zzz.
nvm...dun wanna talk about the irritating part.
sun went for Co chalet with tp n mx.
it was quite a drama day...LOL cos about 11pm plus we started catching up with dramas tt we didn't get to watch during mst period...it was damn shiok! i manage to watch finish all i missed!Happie!
But b4 the drama session...we went to window shop around downtown east...and time really past fast...it was dinner time and we went to "Acia" something de restaurant.
the food was nice! and the drinks and ice cream are free flow! had different flavours of ice cream in one bowl and it was damn nice and cold~ i love the chawanmushi! delicious!
wanna go there again!
then after dinner we were full like anything. so went to the beach and played.
it was alr very dark and cold and quiet.lol.sounds so scary.
although i feel it was quite ulu, the environment was very peaceful and breezy too!
it is quite a nice place to relax(if it is not sooo dark =S) lol!
nice!!=D
we realised that our surname all start with "L".hehex.
had a great day! =D
the nxt morning i rushed back cos there's class gathering at settler's cafe.
and i was so late man! was to meet irene at 1pm then end up i 1.30 then reached hm! omg lah! rushed like anything =SSS and i nv expect settler's cafe was under shophouses!haha. we was like finding and finding the place!
class gathering was quite fun! but mr goh didn't turned up and i dunno why. haha.
eat and played games with irene, reenie, michelle, hui qing, vanessa and shi jing!!! we played till so high lah! LOL. really really had fun to the max!haha!
celebrated jh bday too. and they ordered a super BIGGG glass of rootbeer float?? LOL!
below are some photos i coped from fb.haha.
the birthday boy =)
this is the float i was saying and the cake (very nice!)
fish n chips which Mii, irene, reenie n hui qing ordered.
only we and michelle ordered food.
Reenie, me and irene! =DDD
Shi Jing, Hui Qing and Vanessa! =DDD
the game tt we were so enthu in.haha!
Class Photo! i think this is my second class photo =) Nicee!
on wed, siman,mx and me went to glo house for sushi making!!! hehex. really a fun experience!and it has been a long time since i meet up with glo..very happie!!haha!
tooked many photos and there are so many unglams. and mx simply uploaded ALL in fb and i bet ppl are laughing at me =S
This is so funny..haha. out of a sudden..glo played with those seaweed and i joined in.
so hilarious!
its forfeit time! everyone's have their own portion to finish up since we make so many.LOL.
End up mx had the most to finish...lol
Ending photo! so nice!!! Great day indeed! Happie!!!
5:43 AM; unforgotten.Y
