=(

sometimes you work hard for certain things and have confidence that u will sure get it...but it turned out to be the opposite...
this is the first time that i wanted to achieve something for the sake of myself and...
i have nothing to say...in the end i still should blame myself...think this will make me feel better...
BUT i will not give up until i get what i wanted...not to prove to anyone else but just ME...
i'm just so disappointed in myself...
n so sorry towards myself...

just watched absolute boyfriend-last chapter...damn touching...sob sob...so sad...
its always the robot sacrificing ='(
i want absolute boyfriend 2!!!

STRESSED!!!!!!
Desperate for timeeeeeee timeeeee time!!!!!! arghhhhhh.....
this is the first time i'm so damn damn scared abt having exams...

damn damn damn damn damn TIRED!!!!!
i dun feel like studying anymore...
many many many problems arises everytime i studied a new chapter...arghh!!!!!!
its enough...
however hard i studied its like no ending....where's the end??? haiis...

oh man....
today studied cep and i have the confuse plus worried feelings again...argh!!!
keep on forgetting those formulas...shit man!
haiis...haiis...

P.S. mama..sorry that i cant help u in ur aee=(

scared...for no reason...haiis

haiis...
i have been having sleepless nights nowadays=(
i just cant get to sleep or even close my eyes...
today had a really bad feeling when i was below my block when an ambulance pass by...
i rushed home and phone my mom immediately...and my mom answered he phone..oh gosh!
i dunno how to explain but the moment i saw the ambulance, the first one i think of was my mom...i'm really scared something would happen...nearly cried...its so scary....
haiis...hope i'm thinking too much...and i hope nth would happpen...haiis...
i cant sleep again...

haiis...
i swear i really dun have enough time to study finish...
there are so many modules...so many chapters...so many papers!!!! argh!!!!
haiis...so little time...
damn regret for playing during the first week of holidays=(
haiis...
gonna study hard tml...