feeling kinda sad all of a sudden...
i cant sleep again..haiis
everytime when mom is asleep i would think of this problem again..
i'm trying hard to escape...trying hard to cover up with my work...but..it is still there...
i dunno how to face it and i dun wanna face it...
i have no idea how am i going to deal with it...
i feel my life so incomplete ever since that day..
i wanted to change it but i NEVER had the courage to do so...
i hate myself for that..
i know i might regret if i were to let it be..
but, with this thinking, i still cant do it...
i feel like a coward who dare not speak up for herself...who only knows how to escape...who doesn't even bother to make things right..
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