suddenly have the urge to blog today...
working life is really really BORING ttm! doing routine testings and stuffs is not FUN at all...
basically my life it like an empty shell without a soul..everyday is the same : wake up unwillingly -->prepare for work-->squeeze in public transport-->have my breakfast while waiting for company bus-->doing routine testings-->lunch-->doing routine testing AGAIN while hoping that the time could pass faster-->end work-->squeeze in public transport AGAIN-->reach home (tired)-->entertainments-->end of the day
i have been going through this kind of life for almost half a year and i dislike this feeling!
really missed those days in poly where we wait for each other at the bridge in the morning for lecture, have lunch tgt, random outings tgt,stress tgt for tests and exams,listen and help each other if we have problems...i missed those days!! =( not like now...i FEEL like i have no life, no friends, no motivation, no strength to carry on...esp doing things that i dun really like...
suddenly rmb a phrase where i saw it somewhere: "sometimes you will never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory.." it is so so true...
23 October 2011
02 October 2011
还是要幸福
Love the lyrics (part of it) of this song by HEBE!!
你还是要幸福
你千万不要在招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我 铭心 刻骨
你还是要幸福
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天 开始 这一切都结束
你千万不要在招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我 铭心 刻骨
你还是要幸福
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天 开始 这一切都结束
17 September 2011
23 May 2010
no fever but no strength at all..cant get pccc info into my brain =S feel so terrible when u tried to study but ur body just seems to be unwilling to obey you...sadded...tml 8am lesson, gonna welcome another formal report when i haven done with the previous one =S mst is coming n i haven got anytime to revise....
some random feelings...
it has been 6 years...but somethings are still kept deep inside...n i dun wish to bring it out again...hope it is buried deep enough...
i realise i haven change much these yrs....still as short as before...hairstyle almost the same too...
while others changed alot till i couldnt regconise...
some random feelings...
it has been 6 years...but somethings are still kept deep inside...n i dun wish to bring it out again...hope it is buried deep enough...
i realise i haven change much these yrs....still as short as before...hairstyle almost the same too...
while others changed alot till i couldnt regconise...
22 May 2010
why of all, thsi time?
haiis, toe infection got mii sick now...feeling terrible...cant do my reports n study for test...
please let mii recover soon! haiis.
i hope it is not true...
somethings are better not to be known...
please let mii recover soon! haiis.
i hope it is not true...
somethings are better not to be known...
02 May 2010
09 March 2010
finally i can blog!!!!
after sooooooo long!
exams were over long ago...lols...
i wasn't happy at all like last time after the last paper..instead the only thing i know is I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY TIRED!!!!! nth can decribe my tiredness then. i only slept one hr before the last paper starts...it was horribly done...nt just this paper but ALL. despite sacrificing my sleeping time, i still nv get what i want...too bad... the only thing i can console myself is to tell myself i have not put in enough effort thats why i dont deserve to score well. ok feel better now. nvm, its over le. i shall nt think abt it again. i doubt i would have the courage to face the truth when my resluts are out. arghhh....dun think dun think >.< go away!
ok! so after the last paper, we went to watch "Alice in the wonderland" but nt the 3D one. it was quite a nice movie. nth very amazing n nth very disappointing. haha. overall it was ok. but there are some funny parts which make mii laugh like anything. esp the twins, they're so cute lah! n the madhatter part was quite touching.haha. after the movie we went to walk ard PS then went for steamboat at crystal jade, full to the max. n that's the time my fever symptom show. i had a really bad headache...it was so pain until the things around mii was blur, very blur. i stared at the food with a blank mind, the feeling was horrible. then when our buffet session was ending, i feel much better suddenly. the pain has subsided abt 3/4. i was damn happy then.haha.but i dun think anyone noticed that.lol. haha. that's the end of the day.
as compared to yr1, that day to me seems to be a very normal day becos the mood for celebration, eat, drink and play has gone...maybe i dun look forward to this holiday at all. i dont know the exact feeling actually. confused. life seems to have come to an end. maybe i should add a comma instead of a fullstop to my life, if nt, i'm afraid that i might go into depression. hope i dun have this feeling again after i "enjoyed" my holidays. ok, enough of those sad things.
sat went to my cousin house n i stayed there till today. just came back in the afternoon. they teach mii how to play some songs using the piano.haha! other than that i spent my time there either on eating, sleeping or reading. omg. so lazy lah. haha ops. but i was sick on the second day of my stay...had a bad headache again! n followed by a bad flu which last till today. omg. i feel like my body is dying. lol. i rather i have a fever which i only need to suffer for 2 days instead of now, having flu n nt recovering after so many days. haiis. why isnt there is happy thing that can make mii feel happy?? wondering.....
after sooooooo long!
exams were over long ago...lols...
i wasn't happy at all like last time after the last paper..instead the only thing i know is I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY TIRED!!!!! nth can decribe my tiredness then. i only slept one hr before the last paper starts...it was horribly done...nt just this paper but ALL. despite sacrificing my sleeping time, i still nv get what i want...too bad... the only thing i can console myself is to tell myself i have not put in enough effort thats why i dont deserve to score well. ok feel better now. nvm, its over le. i shall nt think abt it again. i doubt i would have the courage to face the truth when my resluts are out. arghhh....dun think dun think >.< go away!
ok! so after the last paper, we went to watch "Alice in the wonderland" but nt the 3D one. it was quite a nice movie. nth very amazing n nth very disappointing. haha. overall it was ok. but there are some funny parts which make mii laugh like anything. esp the twins, they're so cute lah! n the madhatter part was quite touching.haha. after the movie we went to walk ard PS then went for steamboat at crystal jade, full to the max. n that's the time my fever symptom show. i had a really bad headache...it was so pain until the things around mii was blur, very blur. i stared at the food with a blank mind, the feeling was horrible. then when our buffet session was ending, i feel much better suddenly. the pain has subsided abt 3/4. i was damn happy then.haha.but i dun think anyone noticed that.lol. haha. that's the end of the day.
as compared to yr1, that day to me seems to be a very normal day becos the mood for celebration, eat, drink and play has gone...maybe i dun look forward to this holiday at all. i dont know the exact feeling actually. confused. life seems to have come to an end. maybe i should add a comma instead of a fullstop to my life, if nt, i'm afraid that i might go into depression. hope i dun have this feeling again after i "enjoyed" my holidays. ok, enough of those sad things.
sat went to my cousin house n i stayed there till today. just came back in the afternoon. they teach mii how to play some songs using the piano.haha! other than that i spent my time there either on eating, sleeping or reading. omg. so lazy lah. haha ops. but i was sick on the second day of my stay...had a bad headache again! n followed by a bad flu which last till today. omg. i feel like my body is dying. lol. i rather i have a fever which i only need to suffer for 2 days instead of now, having flu n nt recovering after so many days. haiis. why isnt there is happy thing that can make mii feel happy?? wondering.....
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