我不能对我太好，不然我又会放纵自己，然后又会后悔。

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can't sleep at all with my mind full of thoughts...have been very puzzled recently because of some questions with no answers...i cant do this anymore...how do u keep your feelings hidden when u have to face the person so often...i cant run away just like that...but i'm hiding so hard that..so hard that my heart aches...