^^YiingXiiu

在那之前。。

2012-01-15T05:44:00.000-08:00

在被发现之前请让我继续。。继续这样的看这他。。从背后默默的就好。。
请让我能这样。。至少，在我能忘记之前。。
我。。。会忘记的。吧？

2011-12-27T06:21:00.000-08:00

我也可以喜欢那颗很多人也喜欢的最耀眼的那颗星星吗。。就安静的就好。。

别总是把自己的问题放大。。

2011-11-15T05:03:00.001-08:00

看到别人在逆境中还能那么积极乐观，勇于追逐梦想，就会觉得自己的问题其实微不足道，不应该埋怨。。

TIRED TTM!!

2011-11-10T07:11:00.001-08:00

seriously very tiring..physically drained =((

So true but so hurting..

2011-11-05T08:28:00.000-07:00

人总会离开。。

2011-11-03T05:35:00.000-07:00

再舍不得也只能默默的承受。。没立场，没资格，也没勇气去挽留。。
只有时间会教会我怎么放手。。
再见了朋友！认识你真的很高兴。。真的。。

this song makes my nose turn sour..so touching..

2011-11-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

你一定要幸福哦！<3<3<3

RRanDDom..

2011-10-23T03:48:00.000-07:00

suddenly have the urge to blog today...
working life is really really BORING ttm! doing routine testings and stuffs is not FUN at all...
basically my life it like an empty shell without a soul..everyday is the same : wake up unwillingly -->prepare for work-->squeeze in public transport-->have my breakfast while waiting for company bus-->doing routine testings-->lunch-->doing routine testing AGAIN while hoping that the time could pass faster-->end work-->squeeze in public transport AGAIN-->reach home (tired)-->entertainments-->end of the day
i have been going through this kind of life for almost half a year and i dislike this feeling!
really missed those days in poly where we wait for each other at the bridge in the morning for lecture, have lunch tgt, random outings tgt,stress tgt for tests and exams,listen and help each other if we have problems...i missed those days!! =( not like now...i FEEL like i have no life, no friends, no motivation, no strength to carry on...esp doing things that i dun really like...
suddenly rmb a phrase where i saw it somewhere: "sometimes you will never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory.." it is so so true...

还是要幸福

2011-10-02T05:54:00.000-07:00

Love the lyrics (part of it) of this song by HEBE!!

你还是要幸福
你千万不要在招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我铭心刻骨
你还是要幸福
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天开始这一切都结束

2011-09-17T08:43:00.000-07:00

每一次一想起过去，鼻头总是酸酸的。。。实在好怀念。。好怀念那个没什么烦恼的我。。

2010-05-23T09:06:00.000-07:00

no fever but no strength at all..cant get pccc info into my brain =S feel so terrible when u tried to study but ur body just seems to be unwilling to obey you...sadded...tml 8am lesson, gonna welcome another formal report when i haven done with the previous one =S mst is coming n i haven got anytime to revise....

some random feelings...
it has been 6 years...but somethings are still kept deep inside...n i dun wish to bring it out again...hope it is buried deep enough...
i realise i haven change much these yrs....still as short as before...hairstyle almost the same too...
while others changed alot till i couldnt regconise...

why of all, thsi time?

2010-05-22T09:39:00.000-07:00

haiis, toe infection got mii sick now...feeling terrible...cant do my reports n study for test...
please let mii recover soon! haiis.

i hope it is not true...
somethings are better not to be known...

2010-05-02T09:08:00.000-07:00

sometimes, we cared too much about what others think and eventually we behaved like another person without realising this change....

2010-03-09T08:02:00.000-08:00

finally i can blog!!!!
after sooooooo long!
exams were over long ago...lols...
i wasn't happy at all like last time after the last paper..instead the only thing i know is I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY TIRED!!!!! nth can decribe my tiredness then. i only slept one hr before the last paper starts...it was horribly done...nt just this paper but ALL. despite sacrificing my sleeping time, i still nv get what i want...too bad... the only thing i can console myself is to tell myself i have not put in enough effort thats why i dont deserve to score well. ok feel better now. nvm, its over le. i shall nt think abt it again. i doubt i would have the courage to face the truth when my resluts are out. arghhh....dun think dun think >.< go away!

ok! so after the last paper, we went to watch "Alice in the wonderland" but nt the 3D one. it was quite a nice movie. nth very amazing n nth very disappointing. haha. overall it was ok. but there are some funny parts which make mii laugh like anything. esp the twins, they're so cute lah! n the madhatter part was quite touching.haha. after the movie we went to walk ard PS then went for steamboat at crystal jade, full to the max. n that's the time my fever symptom show. i had a really bad headache...it was so pain until the things around mii was blur, very blur. i stared at the food with a blank mind, the feeling was horrible. then when our buffet session was ending, i feel much better suddenly. the pain has subsided abt 3/4. i was damn happy then.haha.but i dun think anyone noticed that.lol. haha. that's the end of the day.

as compared to yr1, that day to me seems to be a very normal day becos the mood for celebration, eat, drink and play has gone...maybe i dun look forward to this holiday at all. i dont know the exact feeling actually. confused. life seems to have come to an end. maybe i should add a comma instead of a fullstop to my life, if nt, i'm afraid that i might go into depression. hope i dun have this feeling again after i "enjoyed" my holidays. ok, enough of those sad things.

sat went to my cousin house n i stayed there till today. just came back in the afternoon. they teach mii how to play some songs using the piano.haha! other than that i spent my time there either on eating, sleeping or reading. omg. so lazy lah. haha ops. but i was sick on the second day of my stay...had a bad headache again! n followed by a bad flu which last till today. omg. i feel like my body is dying. lol. i rather i have a fever which i only need to suffer for 2 days instead of now, having flu n nt recovering after so many days. haiis. why isnt there is happy thing that can make mii feel happy?? wondering.....

2010-01-28T08:22:00.000-08:00

finally matsc case study is over and i'm clear of presentations..yesterday slept for 2 hrs plus and went to sch today...slept during PI lesson while the lecturer was busy dl-ing her video. OMG.this is the first time i really slept in class...i was really too tired despite finished my whole bottle of water, i still feel sleepy sia...cmi. and throughout the lesson i was opening and closing my eyes continueously. tt feeling was damn xin ku...wan to sleep but cant, wan to listen but nth goes in. arghh! sometimes i really hate myself for doing my work so slowly and think so slowly when the lecturer is explaining. HATE IT when i cant absorb during class. cos everytime after the day has ended, i would end up forgetting everything. HATE MYSELF FOR THAT. haiis! felt so inferior=(
since this sem starts, i nv felt satisfied with my work for once. dunno why. and i'm damn fustrated over this. haiis.

nxt week will be having two test and need to hand up two datasheets...
then the following week another two test (one is exam)...and is the deadline for formal report too...so dead.
then will have one week for study (includes 3 days CNY =( ) and its the end sem exam! omg is damn damn damn fast and i really had no time to revise.
Hope i can make it....

2010-01-23T08:44:00.000-08:00

haiis...exams are coming again....
time past so fast even before i can react to it...haiis.
i began to miss my life in year one and two already...
year3 to me is a nightmare tt i have been escaping from...n now its time to face the reality...feeling so lost and sad. haiis.
i'm afraid i cant cope for this end sem exam.i haven started studying yet...
i wanted to have time to study so badly but i just dun have the time...
still have lots of datasheets to complete and also formal report...
i cannot score badly again this time, i cant afford to do so...if not i will never have the chance...
i'm really scared...

2010-01-14T06:01:00.000-08:00

feeling tired already...
i dunno why am i so stupid...
i wan to get things done but i just coudn't do it fast...
everyday, i have been thinking what should assignment should i complete today after sch...
but it is ALWAYS half finised. i'm so disappointed in myself. and i feel so sad about my results and i dunno why. everyday i got the fear of missing out important things from lessons...fear of not able to finish the work i'm supposed to do and implicate my friends...fear of my results...fear of not able to understand my work...fear of not able to do tutorials...and i dunno why and how i felt this way. i felt the mst results were so fake and not mine.
i wan to do a good job but i am just so stupid. of so many things i have done, none make mii satisfied and none seems good work to me. =( i'm scared of everything now.

sianness and double sianness

2010-01-06T08:34:00.001-08:00

haiis...
sch just started nt long..its ony the third day
and assignments seems to be piled up alr =(
i doubt i can survive any longer.
so many things due on the same week.
pressed for time and stressed up!
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2009-12-27T09:29:00.000-08:00

48 分钟后的微笑。。。
watched "向日葵的约定" just now..
it was simple and sweet =) nice movie.haha.

has been doing reports till going crazy =S
keep facing many problems =(
hope i can finish them ALL soon.haiis.

2009-12-20T08:15:00.000-08:00

on fri, meet up with reenie! to orchard and bugis.
went to orchard first to derrick hoh's coca cola event =D
b4 tt went to soup spoon for lunch..were finding so long for it...so hungry alr!
haha finally get to try soup spoon! quite nice! love the sandwich!

i ordered minestrone and ham and cheese sandwich wif ice lemon tea! =D yummy!
after tt went to shaw for the event.
was shocked to see derrick hoh in red hair.
But it was nice! haha!

he was so hot till can see his sweat on his face!
it was really hot tt day, i n reenie were perspiring like anything.
bet his condition is worst than us since he was wearing a sweater =S

jocie guo! she is cute!

her eyes were so big! she's so nice as she pose for the person beside mii, taking photo of her.
i should have waved to her so i can take one too!

derrick hoh and jocie's autograph!

Michelle Zhang was there too.

and also cheng zhi cai...as well as peirre and darren(but didn't manage to capture a pic of them)

was so hot after the event...so went to buy bubble tea...haha

then went to bugis to shop!

bought clothes and shorts! and i spent alot. broke alr =(

as for dinner we eat at a coffee shop selling wanton noodles.

it was damn nice! haha!

we were complaining it was nt enough. cos it was too nice alr!hahaha.

nxt time gonna eat again!haha=D

as for sat, went to bedok with tp, her cousin and her aunt i think.

celebrated christmas..it was fun and the food was nice.

exchanged present too..and i gt chocolates.

tp got a mug and her cousin gt lotion from body shop i think.

overall it was a pleasant day =)

omg have been blogging for a few hours updating my first week of hol.

used 2 posts to just talk about it.

i'm so tired now...gonna sleep soon.

tml meeting tp,bao n mx to bugis.

and after tml i swear i gonna get serious and get my reports done as soon as possible.

i'm so pressed for time now.

pause the time PLEASE!

case studies, formal reports and datasheet are HELL! =(((

2009-12-20T05:43:00.000-08:00

haven been blogging since mst.

wanted to do so after mst but keep going out.lol.

speaking of mst...this time round sure @.@ haiis. dun wish to think about it.

have yet done any reports until a few days ago...no mood to do so.zzz.

nvm...dun wanna talk about the irritating part.

sun went for Co chalet with tp n mx.

it was quite a drama day...LOL cos about 11pm plus we started catching up with dramas tt we didn't get to watch during mst period...it was damn shiok! i manage to watch finish all i missed!Happie!

But b4 the drama session...we went to window shop around downtown east...and time really past fast...it was dinner time and we went to "Acia" something de restaurant.

the food was nice! and the drinks and ice cream are free flow! had different flavours of ice cream in one bowl and it was damn nice and cold~ i love the chawanmushi! delicious!

wanna go there again!

then after dinner we were full like anything. so went to the beach and played.

it was alr very dark and cold and quiet.lol.sounds so scary.

although i feel it was quite ulu, the environment was very peaceful and breezy too!

it is quite a nice place to relax(if it is not sooo dark =S) lol!

nice!!=D

we realised that our surname all start with "L".hehex.

had a great day! =D

the nxt morning i rushed back cos there's class gathering at settler's cafe.

and i was so late man! was to meet irene at 1pm then end up i 1.30 then reached hm! omg lah! rushed like anything =SSS and i nv expect settler's cafe was under shophouses!haha. we was like finding and finding the place!

class gathering was quite fun! but mr goh didn't turned up and i dunno why. haha.

eat and played games with irene, reenie, michelle, hui qing, vanessa and shi jing!!! we played till so high lah! LOL. really really had fun to the max!haha!

celebrated jh bday too. and they ordered a super BIGGG glass of rootbeer float?? LOL!

below are some photos i coped from fb.haha.

the birthday boy =)

this is the float i was saying and the cake (very nice!)

fish n chips which Mii, irene, reenie n hui qing ordered.

only we and michelle ordered food.

Reenie, me and irene! =DDD

Shi Jing, Hui Qing and Vanessa! =DDD

the game tt we were so enthu in.haha!

Class Photo! i think this is my second class photo =) Nicee!

on wed, siman,mx and me went to glo house for sushi making!!! hehex. really a fun experience!and it has been a long time since i meet up with glo..very happie!!haha!

tooked many photos and there are so many unglams. and mx simply uploaded ALL in fb and i bet ppl are laughing at me =S

This is so funny..haha. out of a sudden..glo played with those seaweed and i joined in.
so hilarious!

its forfeit time! everyone's have their own portion to finish up since we make so many.LOL.

End up mx had the most to finish...lol

Ending photo! so nice!!! Great day indeed! Happie!!!

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2009-12-04T07:43:00.000-08:00

OMG MST is just a WEEKEND's TIME and i dun have that study mood. esp first day will be having 2 papers =((((( and the second day is the moduke that i hated MOST! arghh!!! how am i going to survive. there is really NO time to study beforehand...so many reports cropped up and i un get a single chance to study!!!! and the best thing is there's no study week alr...and i cant believe tt i haven prepared for the first 2 papers when i only have like two days to do so. i can really race with time these two days le lor...haiis.sadded. tired. hope to get through this deadly mst! so suffocating..haiis.

2009-11-25T08:25:00.000-08:00

dunno what happened lately..having gastric all the time.

it pains throughout my sleep...all the way till the nxt morning...groan!

now i understand why my mom become so restless when she has gastric.

haiis. hope i dun have tt during exams =X

have been chionging reports and reports these few days...nt enough sleep!

and i haven had time to study for mst T.T dunno how am i going to die this time...first day of mst will cover 2 modules..my nitemare...last sem's mst i failed the 2 modules which lies on the same day...arghh...i'm so scared =( i desperately need time to study and prepare!!!!!

just finished my envsta tutorial...yawn...

but b4 i go orh orh, wanna post about our dinner at IMM...

went to imm with tp and mx cos tow wanna repair her hp.

after tt went around and we saw this stall, i forgot what is the stall name.lol.but it sell ramen and curry don =) we were so tempted!haha.

we 3 ordered karamiso ramen as it is the most popular de...

it was very cheap and delicious!!!haha. and i was full like anything after tt. =D

went to walk around for awhile and headed hm...

seriously no mood for reports so din do anything=xx

tml's another long day..having two pracs, meaning another formal report=(

SM and MX bdae celebration

2009-11-21T09:39:00.000-08:00

really had a nice day with them!!! =DD

and very pai seh to irene =( cos she had to go hm early and cant celebrate with us.

2009-11-14T08:09:00.001-08:00

haiis.
today again slept till quite late and work is nt very productive..
i'm so lazy =( so sad.

2009-11-13T09:44:00.000-08:00

haiis.
dun feel like doing hmwk and datasheets...
those datasheets are like nv ending...do and do and do still haven finish..arghhh.zzz
hate my timetable too..hate 8-6 timeslot =( ...went back hm alr tired like anything.
and i cant accept the fact that mst is in 3 weeks time.haiis! sadded.
having gastric now, so pain, cant sleep. =( no mood.

海派甜心 =D

2009-11-08T08:25:00.000-08:00

oh man love this drama..watched the first episode and i love it soo much!!!!
show luo is so cuteee in the show! hehe.

this photo looks so innocent. cute!

this is the one that makes mi laugh like anything. cute to the max!

his pink panther makes mii think of his name in the show- lin da lang! LOLS.

the show really very funny because of him. must watch!!!!

2009-11-04T06:35:00.001-08:00

haiis...
i lost my admin card for the second time..wan cry le...=(
hope can find back.

the ugly truth..

2009-10-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

haiis..today is a bad day...
i finally believed that i'm invisible to her...
i tried so many times but what i received were my sighs...
i guess its bcos of that incident which created a big gap between us...
i alr had a clear picture of it long time ago...but i just couldn't persuade myself to believe so..
now i'm finally awake..and i know that what has done cannot be changed or even covered up...
when something is broken, don't ever think of amending it, bcos you will never suceed in anyway no matter how hard u try...
it takes 2 hands to clap and even if one of them tries so hard, it is impossible to hear something.
ever since that day...we have nth to talk abt except some minor things like drama...
i tried to focus on that..hoping that things would change...but it doesn't seemed so...in fact it makes me realise the ugly truth behind which i seemed to have been escaping from.
we are no longer the way we are used to be anymore..we have CHANGED. and it is a BIG CHANGE.
i'm so regret...but that doesn't change a thing.
haiis...
hope that time will heal everything but not change it.

haiis...

2009-10-25T10:07:00.000-07:00

feeling kinda sad all of a sudden...
i cant sleep again..haiis
everytime when mom is asleep i would think of this problem again..
i'm trying hard to escape...trying hard to cover up with my work...but..it is still there...
i dunno how to face it and i dun wanna face it...
i have no idea how am i going to deal with it...
i feel my life so incomplete ever since that day..
i wanted to change it but i NEVER had the courage to do so...
i hate myself for that..
i know i might regret if i were to let it be..
but, with this thinking, i still cant do it...
i feel like a coward who dare not speak up for herself...who only knows how to escape...who doesn't even bother to make things right..

2009-10-23T08:11:00.000-07:00

Gosh..i'm soo addicted t this drama..."The Vampire Diaries"
its so nice and interesting! love it...
i cant wait for episode 7...haha

2009-10-21T10:29:00.000-07:00

today went to watch "500 hundred days of summer"...some parts are so funny..laugh like hell...

the ending damn lame sia...and summer is a person's name, nt the season...LOL

the male lead was very cute! haha!

But we sat right at the back and the seats were so low until part of my view was blocked =(

but overall its an interesting show haha! =D

went to bugis junction after movie...saw jt n her friends the second time...

she looked so worried when we met her earlier on...

luckily she manage to meet dao her friends...

itp...

2009-10-20T10:06:00.000-07:00

itp has ended last fri..now finally have time to blog abt it...
in the first 2 weeks i was praying so hard that this 6 weeks can past as fast as possible..
but as i adapt to the working life, i begin to like this job alot..
i met nice people ^^ i feel so happy.haha.so lucky.
those days have already become part of my memories...and i wun forget them...
i learnt quite alot during this period and was under stress for a period of time...it was a good experience i guess =)
i wanna say a big THANK YOU! to all the people that i met during my attachment period (although none will see it..lol...)
now i'm back to studying again...need time to adapt again...lol
this sem is definitely more hectic than the last one..sobxx
but the happy thing is i'm back with my friends again! i'm soo happie =DDD haha!
hope i can cope well this time (gave up my language class =( hope its worthwhile...if not..haiis...it has been a tough decision..have been thinking for one sem..haiis)
i'm so useless...
haiis! dun wanna think abt it alr...wanna focus on my studies this time...
i must improve!!!!!!!!!!! jia youu!!! ganbatte kudasai!

9129115251521...

2009-10-03T06:38:00.000-07:00

we r just like 2 parallel roads...
though we r side by side...
but we'll nv meet each other in any way...

getting numb...nt exhausted anymore =(

2009-08-09T09:30:00.000-07:00

today just finished editing my formal report and one datasheet...not very productive because i keep watching tv..haiis..hate myself
today still can breathe..hoo~
but tml there's still 3 datasheets and one assignment waiting for mii to do =(
i've been controlled by all these work..no freedom..no sleep..no satisfaction(no matter how hard u try)..NO LIFE

if i can i would give up my studies..
this is not what i want at the first place..
life sucks with the presence of mii..
hope i can get through it..

2009-08-05T11:25:00.000-07:00

haiis....damn damn damn tired...nth can describe my tiredness now....i think i can even sleep on the road i oso dun care liao...really very tired...haiis...
from last fri every night reports do until 2plus to 3...and tml is the worst day ever!!
a formal report and test on same day! wth...my brain is almost dead now lor...
haiis...
go orh orh liao...tml 8am lesson =XX arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! hate school!!!

2009-07-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

haiis...i dun feel like going to sch tml =(
hope that i'm sick!!!
i hate thursday..esp odd week de..arghhh!!!!
i feel like crying...i dun wan...i hope it faster end...
didn't do much work today..very disappointed...haiis...
i cant sleep =( but tml's lesson start at 8..haiis
life is so sad rite now...

disappointed...

2009-07-13T08:21:00.001-07:00

haiis...
presentation tml...zzzzzz hate it!!!!
and today end sooo late...damn sleepy but still have loads of things nt done...arghhh!!!
haiis...
very sad now...because of something...i'm acting like a 3 yr old child...cant stand myself...damn useless...haiis...
is there one day that i could pluck up my courage and not so dependent on my mom?
i doubt so....haiis....

=(

2009-07-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

sometimes you work hard for certain things and have confidence that u will sure get it...but it turned out to be the opposite...
this is the first time that i wanted to achieve something for the sake of myself and...
i have nothing to say...in the end i still should blame myself...think this will make me feel better...
BUT i will not give up until i get what i wanted...not to prove to anyone else but just ME...
i'm just so disappointed in myself...
n so sorry towards myself...

2009-07-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

just watched absolute boyfriend-last chapter...damn touching...sob sob...so sad...
its always the robot sacrificing ='(
i want absolute boyfriend 2!!!

2009-06-28T01:00:00.000-07:00

STRESSED!!!!!!
Desperate for timeeeeeee timeeeee time!!!!!! arghhhhhh.....
this is the first time i'm so damn damn scared abt having exams...

2009-06-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

damn damn damn damn damn TIRED!!!!!
i dun feel like studying anymore...
many many many problems arises everytime i studied a new chapter...arghh!!!!!!
its enough...
however hard i studied its like no ending....where's the end??? haiis...

2009-06-25T05:02:00.000-07:00

oh man....
today studied cep and i have the confuse plus worried feelings again...argh!!!
keep on forgetting those formulas...shit man!
haiis...haiis...

P.S. mama..sorry that i cant help u in ur aee=(

scared...for no reason...haiis

2009-06-23T08:44:00.001-07:00

haiis...
i have been having sleepless nights nowadays=(
i just cant get to sleep or even close my eyes...
today had a really bad feeling when i was below my block when an ambulance pass by...
i rushed home and phone my mom immediately...and my mom answered he phone..oh gosh!
i dunno how to explain but the moment i saw the ambulance, the first one i think of was my mom...i'm really scared something would happen...nearly cried...its so scary....
haiis...hope i'm thinking too much...and i hope nth would happpen...haiis...
i cant sleep again...

2009-06-22T08:29:00.001-07:00

haiis...
i swear i really dun have enough time to study finish...
there are so many modules...so many chapters...so many papers!!!! argh!!!!
haiis...so little time...
damn regret for playing during the first week of holidays=(
haiis...
gonna study hard tml...

2009-06-07T08:34:00.000-07:00

haiis....
can someone tell mii what should i feel at this moment....i really dunno...
haiis...
confusing....

LOL

2009-06-04T08:44:00.000-07:00

yay! i finished my test today..i'm so happy^^Y but i know i got alot of wrong ans...ops...
my flu is getting worse and my throat is more worst...hahaha but i'm too happy that my test is over n i could forget all my pains..ahahhha..
but i still wish i could recover faster..lol...still quite nan shou sia...lol

sick sick n sick...haiis

2009-06-03T06:33:00.000-07:00

haiis...so dead alr still need to study for test...haiis
and there are so much to remember sia...haiis...
please fast forward the time=( i wan my holidays...haiis

haiis...=(

2009-06-02T07:05:00.000-07:00

haiis...i feel so not well now...
just finished gems presnetation slides...luckily finished...
so restless now...dun feel like doing hmwk....haiis...
test on thur and i haven have time to re-cap yet...i think i forgot almost all le=(
hope i pass the test...='(
holidays please come faster...haiis
wish mii good luck...

P.S sorry siman,i cant go co again le...

2009-06-01T07:01:00.001-07:00

jap test is finally over!!!!
has been doing reports and datasheets and studying for jap...so tiring
and i think i have those symtoms of sick le T.T
having headaches...haiis...really very tired=(
hope to have more sleep....jia you!

2009-06-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

firstly i wanna thank all my friends who sent those birthday wishes...^^ THANK YOU!!!! <33!
-gloria <3
-JingEn =D
-SiMan (singing the birthday song dunno how many times..LOL!)
-Yawen (my cutest papa)
-Jing Ting =)
-Cheryl =)
-Jihua =)
-Xue Li (my cutest mama..hehe)
-Irene ^^
-Melissa =)
-Mei Xin (99 yrs old still cute de ahma! hehehe!)
-Tow Peng =D
-Bee Chin =D
-Hui Jun =]
-Banu =D
-Kuan Wei
-Leanne =D
-Jin Tian =D
-Pei Ru =D
-Catherine =D

And really thanks alot for the card!!=D...its so cutee! (P.S without the L person...)
-Cheryl,
-Reenie~ (wun hipcup le..i know the antidote liao..haha!)
-Grace
-Catherine
-Eleen
-Jingting
-Michelle
-Melissa

arigatougozaimashita!!
<33
^^Y

2009-05-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wan to vent my anger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! angryyyyyy
stupid bluescreen....i wan to do work can!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH!

tired....

2009-05-24T10:15:00.000-07:00

i have been transferring files from Xp to vista...cos nid to configure my lappie=(
has been re-starting my lappie for dunno how many times...
lucky got mx de thumbdrive, space big enough if not will have to transfer more times...haiis
i lost my thumbdrive T.T very sad...
i wan top girl =(=( double sadness...i will happy till fly if i have...
now is one plus alr i'm still transferring the last dew files! omg!
lucky got reenie chat with mii..if not i will wu liao si de...the weather so hot cant slp again....zzz
but gonna force myself to slp if not tml i will be late again...gosh!
jia you tml!

2009-05-18T09:04:00.000-07:00

haiis...i felt so useless n helpless...
i'm seriously tired of everything...
the moment i see qaas i wan to cry...has been chionging for a few days(whole day) alr but we haven finished yet..haiis..i think i'm damn useless lor,do things very slowly..haiis..n i always do wrong de=(
every mon is the same routine n i'm scared of it alr...always coming hm late and nid to chiong for tutorials like hell...haiis...i wan to give up..n i think i should...haiis...
and now i'm spending my precious time on blogging cos i really coudn't take it anymore...feel like dying...bless mii...haiis..

2009-05-17T03:38:00.000-07:00

oh gosh...
my eyes are damn freaking pain now...
and everything seems so blur...
haiis....=(

haiis..everyday is so worst....

2009-05-16T02:52:00.000-07:00

worst day ever!
ankle problem...just had a fall at the stairs n hurt my ankle...haiis...pain
internet problem...always bebug,dunno what shit happen to it...
project work...BIG headache...wan cry liao...re-doing n re-doing...thinking n thinking...
my brain alr dehydrated...i nid some fresh air..haiis...
now..stomach pain n i cant even sit up straight wth!
what happen man! why all bad things happen at the same time...its like everyday got one bad thing happen...
lets see...tml what bad thing will happen...nth can be as bad as now liao...
haiis...

2009-05-12T07:25:00.001-07:00

so many things so little time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiis=(
DAMN IT!

mistaken good for bad=(

2009-05-04T07:44:00.000-07:00

oh man today i did something wrong...haiis...sob
there was one couple knocking on my door quite a few times...n i dunno who they are...
i even called my mom sia=X i ignored them and i didn't realise that they were actually wanting to return my LOST WALLET! arghh! i have mistaken them for bad ppl=(sob sob...THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! SORRY!=(
luckily my neighbour came to find mii then i open the door...or else i wun be able to get my wallet back...
haiis i seriously dunno how i dropped it...
i must count myself very lucky to meet such good ppl...

my throat is still bad...

oh...what a bad day...

2009-05-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

i was happily doing my stuffs and this little babie crockroach crawled up my legs!
thought it was an ant at first...oh freak mii out can!
blew it damn hard...ops...what a landing!
i hate it!!!!!!
i know i shoudn't say this but i really hope all the big ones are dead!!!
grrrr....spoil my lovely day...zzz
get lost! shoo!

2009-04-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

i'm so damn damn tired today...zzzZZZZ
was in sch from 8am-9pm...haiis...
was late for first lecture..and the lecturer damn fierce...damn dui lian
gems was sooo chim >.< argh!
but luckily CO was quite fun if not i should really give myself one stab to end this suffering...
has been taking salt water these few days b'cos of my painful throat...eee...but was better..hehe
haiis...
tml gonna be a long day again =(

all i can do is study study study
and i really dunno how to help...

yawn!!!

2009-04-28T05:41:00.000-07:00

yawn!!! tired ahh!!!
had a long day today...zzzzzZZZZZZZZ
had qute alot of lecture and tutorials...argghhh!!!
jap class in the nite!hoo~~ damn stressed...keep calling to ans qns...haiis..
very tired =( sob..sob...

my throat hurtss =(

tiring day...yawn!

2009-04-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

again..first lecture is the one i ever 'loved' most...
he keep asking alot of qns ans the ans he wanted are so....dunno how to say...
all i can say is our frequency is definitely different from him...zzz
nxt is environmental studies..gosh..i really dun understand the lecturer's pronounciation...haiis
fochem again is the same lecture as envstb..dun understand lor...and those pics are disgusting..
then again another envstb lecture..this time round the lecture's teaching speed quite fast..totally different from the previous one...should i be happy?lol.beats me.
qaas is definitely gonna be tough...haissssss...
tiring tiring tiring....
tml shall be another longggggggg day...hoo~
hope i dun nid an oxygen tank-.-

and i dunno what i can do to help =(
my throat is pain ='(

lalala...

2009-04-23T05:03:00.000-07:00

its gonna be a week since sch started..haha..and tml is fri..no sch..happie!!lalala~~
mon:
damn sian..first day of sch and the mrt was damn crowded..so nt used to it-.-...
first lesson was the one i ever 'loved' most...zzzzz!
there's one lecturer damn strict...omg!15mins late=absent! wth...
mon ended quite fast and nth much actually...lol
tue:
there was math lesson..and i alr knew what will happen...
tutorial's timing was changed and there goes my break...have to wait till 1...sian
this is the worst day...gosh...
wed:
oh yeah! nice day man!(at the start)
FOCHEM was damn interesting!!!! was listening to stories throughout=DD
i LOVE fochem!
then it was chem eng...dun mention it...haha
cos mii n mx n hj haven paid our jap fees and we were rushing like hell to eat and chiong-ed to pay and then goodness! i have to walk from lib to business there...
i was late...expected...was panting like siao...hoo~
and i found out my gems are those poa thingy...oh man!sure die...
after gems..walked BACK to CLS!!! arghhhh!!! damn shitty...
helped with those flyers...and what happen nxt i dun feel like talking abt it...
a tiring day afterall...haiis...
thur:
had math lecture early in the morning and we waited for so long can! the lecturer was late-.-
and disaster came...i cant do those qns lor...i swear i've forgotten everything...even the most basic-.-! was frowning throughout the whole lesson...haiis...bad day...
then qaas was abit hilarious..haha! we were supposed to go t321 and when we stepped in...
saw computers ard n thought qaas use com to teach?! weird...n the rm was small too...lol
the lecturer came and cua sai lah! n he went to bk another rm...n it was MLT1...and he said a very funny thing which make mii laugh like damn loud!
cos some of my classmates went straight to fc1 to toilet...n he was so agitated n shouted...
'why are ur going to fc1 huhhh?!' oh man! ur should stand at where i am just now! he was behind mii shouting n the tone was damn funny can!
like shouting at pri sch students...when he went in i luagh damn loud lah!buey tahan leii...LOLOL
the lecture was quite interesting...but fochem is much much more nicer lor...haha
oh gosh..he gt so many actions which are damn hilarious lah! eg.lifting up specs! HAHAHAHA!
had lunch with irene,xl,pr,yw,hj n babara...lol...they damn funny...haha!
and went to fc6 for the flyers thingy...
alright...we did something stupid there...ops...
and the day ended...lol saw glo at mrt...so qiao...haha!=D
tml maybe nid to go help out for the flyer thingy...

random lor...

2009-04-17T09:16:00.000-07:00

haiis...i cant get to sleep again..lol..dunno the weather is really too hot or it's something else...i'm sweating like hell now in the middle of the night...what a scene!zzz...
had nth to do and i just come across to see my sec sch report bk...and i didn't realise until now...
think i am becoming more n more stupid or rather,i'm just lazy...
my results can dropped so much(from A1-D7)=(
i was wondering how was it like to have this kind of 'wonderful' results...lol...
just feel like giving a few thoughts sine i cant sleep...lol...nth better to do...haha
hope i can TRY my best not to be like BEFORE when sch re-opens...haha...

and i dunno what i can do to help...

sch's starting @.@

2009-04-12T09:13:00.000-07:00

gosh! sch's gonna start in just a week's time! :X opsss....
i realise i have been rotting alot alot alot and i seemed to have forgotten i am still a student!...LOLOLss
gonna wake up from my nice dream soon..sobsob...
another tough year ahead...must jia you!!!!
hope things goes smoothly^^Y
gonna work hard to get what i want!!!=D

short n sweet...HAHA...

2009-04-05T09:37:00.000-07:00

hehehe...today met up with wei fan<3 to return her money =Xops...
while i was playing ard with my LaPpIe...receive her msg saying she was on her way to jp...
the nxt moment she reached...hoo! fast...quickly changed n ran down...
think i didn't comb my hair xxD hehe...LoLoL
walked ard jp n fan went 2 buy her dinner...so late haven eat worx...=(
n i bought my FAV. gReEnTeA^^Y!
then met up with my cUtE mama(=P)...n she say i'm her sis fren AGAIN! -.-
and walked fan to busstop n just nice her bus came...
n tt's the end of the day...haha!!
gonna watch my magic show in the nite =DD
sch's reopening..n i think i'm still not up to it...sianned...must work hard...

gUzHeNg cAmP!!=D

2009-03-17T06:44:00.000-07:00

woohooo! tml going to my GUZHENG camp!!! hahaha! wee you weed!=DDDDDD
hope everything goes smoothly and let it be a successful camp for them to bond!!! hehe!!
wuahahaha!! first time dancing damn excited!haha! trained for 2 days and my legs and hands are damn sour...more sour than lemon..lololol....haha!

haven pack my bag yet=X ops...heehee...

class chalet

2009-03-06T07:45:00.000-08:00

hahaha...
came back from class chalet! and i slept from 2 to 7plus...damn shiok...hahaha!
the chalet was quite fun..haha!
and i wan to thank my dear MAMA for coming all the way down to pasir ris to pei us...WAAAA...haha...damn funny...
we played many games like water bombs and those card games...play till so high lah...haha!
and the chatting session was quite niceee!!=D
i get to know some habits of my classmates...haha
they are really different(be it character or interests) from my other friends...haha...
hope next year we will be same class again..hahaha...

2009-03-03T05:52:00.000-08:00

gonna go for my class chalet these few days....i hope we can have lots of fun!!=Dhaha!

maye we will not be in the same class le so must enjoy this trip...lol

haiis...i damn miss my sec sch friends...i hope nxt gathering all can turn up<33

my current class 1A25=D

my sec sch friends<33them!=DDD

the amended hart...

2009-02-12T20:16:00.000-08:00

i'm just trying to clap with only one hand...useless